Last night I was driving to my moms house in Odessa and a whirlwind of memories hit me. While Killie was in the NICU we would normally go to see her around 7pm. The same Christmas lights are up that were up two years ago, sonic has the cheesecake bites back, and any time it snowed we would stay with my parents in case the roads got bad. Every night after visiting with Killie and the doctor we would stop at sonic and order the cheesecake bites and a coke and sit and talk about what the doctors had to say about Killie's condition. One of the hardest talks was if we should put Killie on the DNR list. Driving out there tonight and all the lights and weather just brought back so many memories.

She was the length of my forearm!